Red dress...blood red imprinted in my mind siting upon a throne..running...i start to run must find one too, destination it's so unsettling as pictures fall like rain...fragments of the big picture? Siting on a bus i ride it back and forth crossing borders. Staring at lovers eyes, so worried, so terrified...so cold and sometimes unreachable. I love her but i wonder about the big picture. What is the big picture... is it blood red?